dreaming

so!
I discovered what love is today! =D
"love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired!"
=D

Oh, and the movie Fame is actually so amazing!i know it's not exactly new,
but I only just saw it!and I spent most of the last half hour in either tears of joy or sadness!
so powerful and moving. =)
I think it is a new top for me =D


I love jenny's speech at the end, about success. very moving, and powerful, and true.

if you haven't seen it, you should =)

Oh!
and i got the job!
got my offer of employment in the mail today! *\o/*

very excited!my induction is in three days! wows! =D
well, the first one anyways =D
and then i have a lot of formalities, and
half a book of paperwork to get through..
But I am on second pay grade level, so it's all good, and hopefully will be worth it =)


okay. be strong, be brave =)

love you, as always =)

<3

Listening to; Joe Brooks - Superman

I got the job!...I think? XD

yeah...
i have to have a full medical screening...
drugs testing,
eyes and hearing testing,
....
and argh! so creepy! i have to give a supervised urine sample!
ARGH!
icky-ness!
argh! creepy and so yucky and super scared! >.<

thank god they are paying for it though! ahh well.


also, my happiness for today.
my sleep patterns of late has been something strange, and I have been feeling quite down i suppose.

so, i was a little bit sick of it by today.

so, as I always do, i got my skinny red jeans out,
found a nice simple light blue t-shirt length buisness shirt with checked  pattern on pocket and cuffs,
got my suspenders,
my funky belt and boots,
and my 8-bit bowtie =D

so much fun =D

still a little down in feeling though.
no idea why.

oh well.
someone cheer me up please? :/

oh! and we watched St Trinians last night!
so glad! such an awesome movie! =D

and i discovered that the child in Wuthering Heights has the same name as me! argh!
if i was named after a character in Wuthering Heights, I may have to change my name :/

oh well. downloading lots of music from St Trinians now, loved the last number =D

also! Glee!
although i have only watched about half a dozen episodes this year, I watched the premier for this upcoming season last night, was pretty good.

although, when they attempted to do a cover of Hairspray's you can't stop the beat, i hid in a corner and called it blasphemy. it was that bad. really. you just can't do that. it wasn't right....


other than that,awesome episode, loved it =)
and please, I am not a gleek,
and as a rule i rarely prefer their covers to the original.
I don't know, I suppose it's just my occasional dose of drama.
characters...I don't actually like many of them :/
they all annoy me, they don't seem...real...?

i mean, i like mercedes, she is awesome, and tina and mike, very cool =D

kurt...annoys me the most. I know , that being a gay guy i should for some reaspn love him, but his character is appalling! so self absorbed and arrogant...
and he really puches it soetimes. i don't like his outfits :/

Blaine , on the other hand, is awesome, he is a more relaxed, not so over the top character.
and, bonus, he is super sexy >.<

n.b. no, not a crush, i just think he's cute. I have never had a celebrity crush, neither do i plan to. that would just be plain silly and pointless.
pfft. honestly,
I have that much control over my emotions, jeez =P

ahh well. I hope you are well,
I love you  =) xx

listening to ; Morning Musume - Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game