Summer's end

I think they're wrong
when they say, "tough, the world isn't always fair"

When people justify their actions because they say things aren't always fair, best just get used to it.

No. I don't believe you.
because so many people don't even try to be fair enough more, barely even think about it.

So, here's what i think.
try.
be fair,
no matter how hard a day you're having, be fair, smile and be happy,
make someone else's day that much better.

I think if we can try this, perhaps,
just perhaps,
we can make this world a fair place.


loving and missing you all,
ayrton xoxo

Listening to : Gossip - Heavy Cross

i'm a hooker? O.o

Yeah...
just got back from trip to Maria Island with my good friends
=)
was very awesome, and suffice to say lots of funny stories to tell =P
mostly involving my friend Dane and myself  torturing Samii and Emma
with lots of 'Single Ladies' singing and dancing XD

and some random photographer came and took photos of Samii, Emma and I...
for some photography of tourism book fro Tasmania...so if you see me , that's why =P
and I was also deemed the "jock" for being shirtless for a large amount of time...

but in all fairness, so was everyone else!
just never when the camera's where around -.-

and epic photos on top of mountains =D

and samii poking possums with sticks and then trying to step on thier face in drunken rage....
and chasing all the geese....

and me being terrified my snakes O.o


it was awesome!
will have photos up asap =D

oh, and what do you do when you think you have a crush on someone that lives several hundred miles away? O.o

XD


love and miss you all
<3

Listening to ; Sofia Nizharadze - Shine

believe it or not...

I am actually still alive =P

I am sorry, I have just been working heaps!
so, a work story is fitting I suppose....

today we had really bad weather- for the last few weeks it has been amazingly sunny, and today we had torrential rain!
and of course our outdoor slide was still running,
which runs from a high up stand about five metres of the ground
which means it is very open the elements ,
and one of our lifeguard, jack,
I don't really know him that well but he's a nice guy,
and well our shift leader ( my boss/ manager on deck if you like )
had accidentally skipped him in our rotations,

now there were so few people using the slide due to the appalling weather,
not to mention all we get is a thin little water proof coat,
( that really doesn't work that well )
and I know how cold it gets, and as such he'd got stuck up there for half an hour already.
 on most days we would have closed about four, but thanks too the amazing weather lately we close it much later,
and i felt really bad about him being stuck up there for so long, so i asked one of the other guards ( who is also a shift leader ) if i could go up and if nothing else swap places with him so he wasn't stuck up in the freezing cold for longer than he should have been

but got the classic "na, he'll be right" response.
i don't know why but it made me irritated, I know sometimes they get caught up and miss rotations, but to be stuck up there for so long, is not only unprofessional its was also not right as it was unsafe and unfair.
so, i signalled him a rotate, and told him just to swap positions.

then, when he came for a rotation half an hour later ( jack would have been up in pouring rain and a huge amount of wind for over an hour by now )
and found him( jack ) waiting down in the lower outdoor section
he came up and asked me what was up and why i'd swapped.
and ijust said,
"well, i know it's not my place and i'm still new here, but nevertheless ,
i just didn't think it was proffesional or fair on jack for him to be stuck up here in such foul weather for over and hour, especially when we shouldn't even have the slide open in this weather, so i thought the least i could do was relieve him for the last part or the rotation,"
and of course, i got a bit of a talking to for this, as i had gone against what he had said,
and of course to go directly against what a senior guard has said is hardly welcomed, of course he spoke to anne ( or current shift leader ) about him.
ten minutes later,
he came and apologised to me, and said that while i had gone against another's word, i had taken the initiative, jack shouldn't have been up there that long, and that was her fault for forgetting him, and that i had done the right thing.

people like her remind me that yes, there are always people who are good, and who care more on just thier position for what is right. i had a few moment like that today. very happy day :3

don't worry, i tell you more tomorrow =P

love ayrton,
missing you all muchly!

listening too : SHINee - Hello 

back

so, now i sit back in my chair,
feeling very strange
launceston home doesn't feel the same
after over two weeks back at my home,
I haven't spent that long there in over a year now!

( also, sorry, camera is chosen, but stupid bills keep coming! >.< )

so strange...not helped that i broke with my boyfriend yesterday...
oh well.
back to being completely obsessed with Rasmus I suppose XD
it's fine...
it keep me motivated,
keeps me dreaming....

it's like the one thing you know you will always have to aspire to, but
but never quite want to/ scared to achieve....
in the mean time, it keeps me active, healthy and disciplined =D

just don't let me move to sweden XD

missing you all xx

Listening to ; Is It True - Yohanna

theatre vs movie

which do you prefer?

personally i love a good play or musical
i.e Spring Awakening, Wicked, Legally Blonde etc,

But really looking forward to a few good movie coming out!
or just have..

Tin-tin looks awesome, and always been a big fan XD
and another one has just come out and the cinema's...
but mind blanked.

owww! but saw a trailer for The Hobbit !
zomg! XD
it looks amazing!
go find the trailer, i can't figure out how to link it this early in the morning XD

but yes. shot in same areas, so keeps to good scenery, and graphically still very simialr,
i jusrt hope they've ( mostly ) kept to the books =D
argh!
#totallynotfangirl-ing#

love you all
xo

Listening to ; Younha - 1, 2, 3

gott nytt år

hope you all had a good one!

what do you think of new year's resolutions?

I find, it helps if you go with just the small things, if you try something to big and drastic ,
 it's simply too hard...and if it needs to e that big and drastic,
 why are you waiting until new years!?
=P

hope you are all well =)
<3

Listening to : Lidia Kopania - I Don't Wanna Leave

remember

don't ever forget who you are.

promise yourself this. each day.

don't ever try to be anyone else.

happy new years peoples! spend it well =)

Oh! i saw Senna the other day!
very good movie! I cried lots :'(

but felt so strange! to keep seeing your name up on screen XD

love yo and miss you
<3

Listening to ; Younha - Please Take Care of My Boyfriend