cold day

It is SO cold!
Open shift at work not so fun when everything is covered in ice hahaha!
very cool to look at in an eerie kind if way though..
but for some reason I think it just got to me.
I don't know.
Sometimes our emotions just get the better of us I think.
we are only human after all.

I think the best thing you can do on a day, when all you want to do is curl up in bed all day and cry,is to make yourself busy. You make yourself run all the errands and pay all the bills and sort everything that needs sorting.So that it consumes you, and you don't have time or effort to spend wasting thoughts about such silly and inane emotions.Because by the time your remember, it doesn't matter so much,and you've made a great, efficient day when you would likely have simply not otherwise bothered with the day at all.


missing you all,
ayrton.

Listening to ; Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

Flash Mob

So,
 the K-Pop group Wonder Girls 
recently performed a series of Flash Mobs around Malaysia and Singapore,
and actually made them their' MV's for those songs on YouTube ( hence how I found them =D )
I mean how awesome!
Not only do you get an awesome flash mob , but you get it sung and performed and get to dance with superstars!
If you don't know what a flash mob is, who the Wonder Girls are or just have a spare few mins,
I advise you to YouTube "wonder girls flash mob - like this"

to put these guys on par with how popular and big stars they are, put them on par with One Direction,
or Lady Gaga , or Loreen - it's amazing!
that's kind of why I love K-Pop and J-Pop groups and bands so much,
Groups like Wonder Girls, Exo-K, Nu'est often to flash mobs, or even have their own TV' shows in which they go out and run around doing errands for random fans or members of the public, impromptu performances
and such!
So amazing! can you imagine? one of the most famous groups around just appearing and bursting into song and dance around you! such a difference to western musicians who rarely seem to do anything so mundane as many k-pop group do.
I guess just a cultural difference.


- thought of the day - if you are reading this, many cannot even imagine how lucky you are.

sorry for no posts in so long!
hope you are all well, miss you all.
ayrton

Listening to ; Infinite - The Chaser

feeling old

I have a little half brother,
Raoul, from my father's side.
He is two and half
and already speaks more languages than I do.
It saddens me that I so rarely see him any more,
I know he loves seeing me,
he has known my name since before nearly anything else,
he loves the teddies I buy him,
in fact the one I bought him for his first birthday he now sleep with every night!
( It was a big soft plush hippo =P )

But until I had him sitting in my lap and I was reading to him,
half asleep with such a content, peaceful look on his face
that I could even comprehend why someone would want to be a parent.

I can't even begin to explain.
he is my half brother,
bah ahh! so incredible! to have such a life,
it is as if all the responsibilities and effort
didn't seem so bad after all.

bah! now I'm talking crazy XD


well, missing you all,
ayrton

Listening to ; Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

the rest of the world don't understand me

my corny-ness has officially reached
critical levels.

when I woke up this morning
( at the wonderful time of four twenty am ... )
I found that I had, in my sleep, made all the cushions in my bed into a man shape,
including an arm around me,
and has promptly slept on what would have been his shoulder/chest.

thankfully, my first thought was
"oh wow that is going to be bad for my neck,"

so yeah.
#killmenow

 ( also - I use hash tags yes,
some people rage against them on facebook?
I don't know why...
all I know is that Josh Tomas
started using them about a year and a half ago? )

well, that;s my excuse anyway XD

and in the process of ordering these...

for myself! XD
hehehee!

shudup, it's my money and i'll do what I want with it!
cool scandanavian brand sexy underwear FTW!
=D

well, missing you all heaps, and hope everyone is well.
ayrton

Listening to ; Hello - SHINee

Be My Valetine?

okay, or not...

but if you are single and felling lonely, please, 

don't do the whole meladramatic 

"Forever alone' 

mentality.

Please.

It's just sad..

I mean, at least try to have fun...

I think that I, for example, would be

"Forever the short one"

because that's some shit that I know is never going to change.

don't be forever alone.

 forever is a hell of along time, 

and trust me, someone out there is crazy about you!

But. 

enough!

I have had a super day,

I went shopping and bought some awesome stuff for only $40

then grabbed coffee & lunch in town involving too many cookies 

( and seriously, gigantic coffee's this place... )

then went for a long nice swim in the sun to work of shameful fatty foods =P

 now I am home alone pumping up the music and dancing away, then going to watch Beauty and the beast before early start tomorrow morning for work! D=

love you and miss you all,
ayrton xoxo

Listening to ; Harel Skaat - Kama Od Efshar

sometimes, a little bit crazy is alright...

it helps keep us all sane =P
so, I should apologise for the other day in my story about work, rowan, the other shift leader is actually a really great guy, and I apart from that one time i haven't had any quarrels with him, although he is somewhat too relaxed occasionally I think.
but that's okay, he makes up for it my getting along with everyone and knowing everyone really well
and knowing all our regular patrons is a very valuable thing!

so, since I am now working heaps, I will try to avoid just getting al my work stuff  of my head and on here, no need for you to suffer that =P

In other news, I finally got my new toy!
my camera is finally here =D
so happy! i have spent the last day and half ( when not working )
playing with it and reading up on it to work out how to use it XD

So much fun to come!
Festivale is also on this weekend in this city,
good time to road test it I think? =D

hope you are all well, missing and loving you,
ayrton xoxo

Listening to ; Regina Spektor - Better

Summer's end

I think they're wrong
when they say, "tough, the world isn't always fair"

When people justify their actions because they say things aren't always fair, best just get used to it.

No. I don't believe you.
because so many people don't even try to be fair enough more, barely even think about it.

So, here's what i think.
try.
be fair,
no matter how hard a day you're having, be fair, smile and be happy,
make someone else's day that much better.

I think if we can try this, perhaps,
just perhaps,
we can make this world a fair place.


loving and missing you all,
ayrton xoxo

Listening to : Gossip - Heavy Cross

gott nytt år

hope you all had a good one!

what do you think of new year's resolutions?

I find, it helps if you go with just the small things, if you try something to big and drastic ,
 it's simply too hard...and if it needs to e that big and drastic,
 why are you waiting until new years!?
=P

hope you are all well =)
<3

Listening to : Lidia Kopania - I Don't Wanna Leave

Merry Christmas!

¡Feliz Navidad

Glædelig jul!

having big Dansk dinner with family =D



so much food!
so yummy!

now so bloated! XD


love and miss you all!

poor little blog!

sorry!
i have been busy, working and moving around lots!
too distracted by christmas!
walked around with my Christmas hat on ( the classic red with white lining and bobble- yes =P )
all day today, and plan to the next few days too =D
still have so much to buy!
 argh!
what's worse is as i am not going to see most of my friends now until after Christmas,
am tempted to wait until boxing day sales to buy peoples things?
is this bad? :3

and we have chosen the camera i am getting!
it's not amazing, but i don't need to too be, but it's a hell of a lot better than what i have now! =D
so apologies in advance to everyone who gets photo-raped :3

i love you
and miss you

listening to ; It's all About You - Juliana Pasha

travel bug...

Argh!
have had no internet for two weeks. not so fun XD
hard to function without convenient way or talking to people and organising stuff!


so.
 i have not left this tiny little state in over a year now.
let alone gone camping or done anything outside the cities.

i am majorly longing to go somewhere!
i am tiring of this silly little life!

i want to do something big!

and right now ( okay, fine, it's been a few months now...)
my mind has decided that i want to travel badly!
to europe preferably!

although this could be a bad idea,
as i would just try and get a job and never want to leave....
this silly little lifestyle we have in this state bores me....


and i miss my friends so much!


my best friend and house mate in this city just left yesterday!
so i am sad and lonely,
and my boyfriend is rarely around :/

bah!
I am rambling sad and boring nonsense!

If you had to travel, where would you go?
and why?
and yes i expect answers!
there is a comment function you know =P

better yet, give me your favourite picture of this place you want to go!

here's mine!
guess where it is =D



miss you all!
much love xx

All Hallow's Eve =D

so!
tonight is All Hallow's Eve!
we only had a few kids come around nocking tonight :'(

i don't understand why so few people do it?
it's a good festival/ celebration<
and an excuse to dress up/ have fun and get/ recieve lot's of chocolate and lollies!
or tricks, as it may be =D

all worth it?
but the you get those crazy people who hate it because of it's orogins in Samhain and teh original drudic rituals...
meh.
I know a few Wiccans.

and i prefer them to most of my Christian friends, just quietly. XD
i mean, they don't like it because of it's bad history.
i don't dislike every christian becauee of teh Church's bad history.
pfft. some people take thinsg to seriously. they read everuthing word for word and take it all so literally they forget or lose the point of it, what it means, what it's for.

bah! silly peoples XD

oh well.
I get to dress up and have fun with my awesome little half brother Raoul =P
and my brother and family.
and see all the lovely smiling faces and cool costumes around?
it's like a bis all community theatre or play!
=D
a night out at the theatre and entertainment for free?
=D
bah! some people XD
hah, they're the one missing out on all the fun and chocolate =P
hehehee!
more for me =P

sorry, late night mini-rage =P

hope you are all well,
love you all <3

listening to ; Morning Musume - Onna Ni Sachi Are

spring is in the air!

WOOT!
such nice weather today!

we have had such nice weather this week!

..bar yesterday, when there was a storm
( but hey, that;s Tasmania for you -.- )

so, made full advantage of it today!
or, tried to.
my alarm clock hates me.

anyways,
it was actually so hot i was overheating waiting for the bus stop in
my shorts and open top shirt! ( it's purple =D )
so nice =D

and since I haven't indulged myself with a lunch for a few weeks,
I allowed myself today.
I found a tiny tiny cafe that does a huge variety of coffee's, so struck out on a limb and tried a "toffee coffee"
?    =P
was actually pretty cool =)

Oh!
you know those oversized smartie-cookies they sell everywhere?

i have never actually had one!
so i got one with my coffee,
and wow!
despite it being 2pm and not having eaten, i didn't actually manage to finish it! it was so filling!

oh, amusing moment ;
a car that was so stuffed up. i spent about fifteen seconds thinking,
" wow that toddler has an amazing set of lungs..."
and looking for the hoodie and tank-top clad toddler ,

before realising it was a car attempting to go around the corner....

I also discovered on wednesday,
that this city is not a hole, as so many would tell you.

no hole has so many friggin hills in it!
I, in my glorious time management and planning skills,
game myself about ten minutes to memorize the walk to the medical clinic from town on google maps,
just before I left home for it,
and estimated it would take me about half an hour walk.

thankfully, I have a good sense of direction,

because google maps gave no sense of scale, or terrain.

my legs, were so sore, when I got to the clinic, ( it was also sweltering-ly hot )
i was exhausted, and hadn't even started my medical examination.


what else.....


ahh yes!
sorry, I do love my tangents =P

so, I spent most of this afternoon wandering through city park, finding all the little nooks and shaded places,
and the sunny ones too =D
end enjoying the park in it's springtime beauty and peace =)
I love those gnarled old trees, which are just covered in boles,
that just make you think,
that is so climb-able....


and you momentarily forget there are several dozen other people in the park, you are a nineteen year old guy glad in white and purple ,
and begin mind mapping where you are going to put your hand, visualizing the climb to that awesome fork up the tree you can see,....
and just as you go to put that foot on the base and reach out for that bole with your hand,

reality come flooding back.

sucks, SO much.......


oh well.
one day, tree, when no one is watching...I am coming for you! =D

just kidding.
really.
pfft , who would do that....
call me?

pfft, joking, I swear >.>


anyway, that was my day, how was yours?
I hope it was well.
Be brave , and don't be afraid =)

<3

Listening to ; The Song of Purple Summer - Spring Awakening 

Valium

Don't you love those moments,
when you are listening to your ipod,
and you think of  a song you haven't heard in a while
and then it comes on next on shuffle?
=D

it just makes me happy =3


today seems to be filled with those little moments of happiness,
where everything just works,
y'know? =)

it really is all the little things that make a good day I find =)

Also! loving that awesome moment when:
you are designing/ drawing up your gloves for costume,
you try the thumb design and fitting correctly.
it works.
YES! =D

aaand, I have finally been doing some sketches again! i found myself bored at uni the other day,
soooo...
instead of my essay, I decided that sitting down and drawing for two and half hours was a productive way to spend my time until I had lunch with a friend in town.
=3

but.
Dear paper card I am working with.
pleas harden the F*** up!
I have never had to use so many layers to get the right shape -.-

Also! for all the sad people out there,
here is a house that Looks like a Yoshi =D

Well, I am going to go back to my costume making. 

hope you are well.

hug for you <3

Listening to : Hot Chelle Rae - Tonight