dating?

umm yeah...

help?
O.o

i have no idea what i am doing.
at all.

so, tonight was our third date,
and...i have no idea how it went.

i just have no idea how to judge it.

i mean, i have only ever been on about three dates in my entire life before this relationship.

and all we to the movies.

( which confuses me, what is the point of going on a date and taking them to the movies?
The food is shit and overpriced, you can't talk, and if you try anything vaguely distracting to anyone else you get kicked out,
and you rarely actually end up watching the movie.

utterly pointless! )



anyway. sorry about that little rant. ummm where was I....

yes! attempting to date someone. right!

i just don't know what is supposed to happen/ do / talk about?

that said i don't think there should be a guide...
I understand that you should just do and say what you feel and act as you always do.

hell, easier said than done -.-

i guess it's just because , normally I have attended the same school as that person?
or was good friends with one of thier housemates?
so it was easier to see them or to arrange to?
bah! just strange anyway.

I don't know...third date, isn't something supposed to happen?
I don;t know! I just have no idea what is supposed to happen now.
do we go more often?
go to fancier places? or what?

I mean, what's the next step?
argh!


i think, i mena we text a lot, and i'm weird to text...
i prefer to talk to someone in person, i'm more used to that...
I like that....



and sometimes i wonder that apart from the ceaseless texting, ....
I have to quote something here, sorry about this. awesome song btw XD
" if I could read your mind, boy would i find any trace of me at all?"


hahahaa! ahh dear. I am utterly hopeless aren't I....
oh well.



love you <3
**hugs**

Listening to ; Jessie J - Domino