and the sky is clear......

So
an...interesting day?
 but it was sunny! =D
YAY!
unfortunately, I thought it was going to rain, so I dressed for rain.
Bahahaha~!

Nota bena; attempting to eat neatly with knife and fork with recently dislocated index finger 

= FAIL.
and quite painful!
oh well.

I have never felt so under-dressed!

bah! enough with the drama!

here are a few cool things I found a little while ago, have you seen them?
Post-it notes!
I fill them out and leave them around uni occasionally =P
they are so awesome!

this is my most used selection for this.

so whether your are struggling in the middle of a river rapid,
on an all-nighter studying for the essay due yesterday,
or about to become psychopathic-ly possed unless you receive coffee within about ten seconds.

I have on occasion asked for someone to commandeer my lecture. 

no luck yet :"(

or you can quietly insult someone,
or tell them how awesome they are! =D

these are another favourite,
you can declare armageddon over lack of lunch via post it note! =D

this is good for quietly asking someone out on a date

( discreetly, and quietly, no one will ever know! )

or to tell someone who is already fifteen minutes late
that it is probably time to leave the house =P

love for you! <3

listening to ; Juliana Pasha - It's All About You

Weather protest!

So. lately, the weather has been wet, cold, and dreary.
well, I am sick of it!
I was inspired by some sunshine when I awoke for uni, and decided that today,
I would dress in official protest against the winter weather!

So, in low-cut t-shirt and sweet little shorts I strode comfortably to uni in the little sunshine.

well, I think that to  a degree it worked!
we had a lovely amount of sunshine for most of the day,
and it was so warm!
( well, relative to the last week or so anyway XD )

In retrospect, i probably looked slightly whore-ish dressed like it walking around....
and attracted more than a few looks of
"omg is that kid crazy?"

now this, I rarely mind. I find it kinda fun for the most part.

so I went shopping! because shopping in dressed outrageously is SO much fun!

Then, not so good.
normally, looking ridiculous and outrageous is fun, because I know virtually no-one in this city, and those who do know its just me being crazy.

but then there are those who you kind of know, but don't/
and then its a little embarrassing, because you kind of want to be friends, but realise that you look like a retard ( admittedly, a happy retard )

or worse, you see your crush.
and he just gives you that
"omg.....what?"
look.

it was about that point that you just want to vanish
or run away screaming,
and come back ten minutes later looking respectable, as if nothing had happened.

*sigh* 
but I didn't.
because, you know what?
I realised it was most likely my silly paranoia, and that if I liked him and he liked me, he'd see that I was just being me and having fun.

and if not, then my crush was about as inane and stupid as a resort on to the Sea of Tranquillity.

ahh well. XD

love for all of you!

Listening to ; KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See

OMIGOD!

Points to anyone who can guess which musical these lyrics are from!
 
AND I will give you......not sure. something !? , of your choice? =D ( i don't know, i can write a poem for you, or draw something, or a painting, ...up to you! =D )

personally, one of my favourite musicals EVER! =D
Along with CATS, Chicago, Cabaret, Spring Awakening and , of course, Hairspray! =D


"Elle and Warner were meant to be


Not once has he ever hit on me


(Spoken) SHUT-UP!


There just like that couple from Titanic, only no one dies
omigod!


Two! Three! Four!
Daughter of Delta-Nu
Soon to be fiance
Now that a man chose you
Your life begins today
Make him a happy home
Waste not his hard earned wage
And so he does not roam
Strive not to look your age
Still in your hour of need
Let it be understood
No man could supersede,
Our sacred bond of sisterhood

omigod!"

awesomeness! =D

listening to ; Kara - Lupin

No Other

argh!
nineteen today!
I ran a small experiment,  to see how much people love their precious facebook
just to see who would actually remember.
results? about what I expected,
rather poor XD
although two unexpected ones....
one very unexpected? 
AWESOME!

although I do not normally enjoy birthdays, as getting older scares me,
this was AWESOME! =D and I am very happy with all my friends up here in launie! =D
sometimes, just a nice note or piece of writing can mean so much more than anything of material value! =D

The weather was poor today, raining and cold.
so, I decided to put on all my bright white, purple and red clothing to help me smile.
no point in being as dreary as the weather, show a little sunshine and happiness,
 the cloud's won't hide it for long! <3

Smile! even when no one else does , and when you have lost what seems like all reason too.
because a smile can bring all so much more back, but a frown will bring little but more sadness.
a smile can inspire another, can see the sun behind the clouds, can be the highlight of another's day,
So smile! and you will find happiness! =)

hugs for you!

Listening to ; Younha - 1, 2, 3!

Don't you remember?

Today began very poorly. major headache and sickness.
I thought, well, this is just silly and unproductive.
so, I went into town, at least to sit down, have  nice lunch , do some reading, and go swimming.
at least do something with my day.

To my great surprise, there was some kind of tram restoration thing on in town today!
there were lots of people dressed up, both young and hold, so fun to sit down with chocolate cake and coffee, sit back and watch it! then I realised I had my little camera! so I should in al fairness share the happiness!
but after one photo. the batteries decided they didn't like me. so I had to resort to using my iPod! not great photos, but oh well!
 There were old cowboys on horses!

and there were lots of gorgeous old cars!

And lost of people dressed up in lovely outfits from across various eras =D

so lovely!
and that is how my day went from mr. grump-a-lot to happiness!
I just wish I had gotten more photos!

hope you all have had  a good day too!

much love!

listening to; Lady Gaga - Dance in the dark

all happily ever after....

hmmmm.
I turn nineteen in two days.
scary.I am not sure I want to be nineteen...

Happy coincidence: my good friend Freya is also learning swedish! =D
Woot! 
now hopefully, I will have someone to practice with!
the sentence structure is very similar to english, only a few new letters, a bit of new pronunciation, and there are quite a few similar words....should be good =D
( I started learning about two months ago.. )

I am also now quite certain that I am going to change courses completely , out of architecture.
it is fun, but... I don't have a passion for it. I have considered going to interior design, which would certainly be better.
may still.

but will definitely have to take up some Costume design or Psyche/ sociology electives if I intend to do that...

I need to find my passion!
( well, I have a few, just...something I can plausibly study and make a living from =P )

Suggestions...?

Well , I guess we'll see what happens.
 The fun bit of course, Is finding out! =D

krama <3

listening to ; Bubbly - Colby Callait

Molitva

Sometimes I get sick of being called an abomination....
but that's okay.
I learnt not to care, as bad as it sounds...
I know who I am,
and I am proud.
everything happens for a reason,
the good and the bad, it makes us who we are, it makes us stronger.
for better or for worse, I will never be ashamed of who I am.

I would be the last person to admit I do not have my faults, but no-one is perfect.
and that is what makes everything right!
a perfect world, would be a very, very boring place indeed.

To each and every one of you ; know who you are. know that each of you in yourselves are perfect, but at the same time imperfect. ( it is your imperfection that makes you perfect! =D ) because you are who you are, and our lives, and the way we live them, are so for a reason, because of events or circumstances and emotions that makes us feel and cause us to be who we are and how we act, whether to teach us a lesson , or a moral.
In this we will always strive to be better people, and in doing this...I think we achieve it...

so, none of that really made much sense. oh well.
Also, I enjoyed going to the supermarket dressed semi-formally.
such fun! =D

I will have photos up from last night up soon! I promise! =D


*hugs*


Listeing to; The Hush Sound - Medicine Man