little world

Hi guys.
really don't know what to say.
feeling not so super lately.
today was kinda  a day where
you just want to cuddle up in bed next to someone all day.
meh.
I never understood it or had this want until today.
I think I'm just getting old

but that's okay.
today was nice, went for a nice swim with my old housemate lizzie,
she's very cool, then went into town and had chat with her
over coffee and lunch.
just talking about everything,
from boyfriends, to uni,
to family, to missing our friends,
to food and hobbies,
to growing up, to places we've been
( she has for more in this department to talk about though.. )
and I think ...
that although ,
she is only a year or two my senior.
I think I have a lot to look forward to
as we all do.


missing you all and hope you are well,
ayrton <3

Listening to ; The Fear - Lily Allen

you can't have a rainbow without a little rain =)

so!
today,
as typical Hobart weather, was all seasons in one day.
started of really sunny, and so i dressed for it...
and was actually really nice!

not that I actually slept..
but hey,, i had some amazing fun with my friends last night and today, it was great, and i do miss them,
so catching up with them is always great =)

what else....
oh!
i learnt how to use our coffee machine!
at 4 am this morning! =D

heys, don't look at me like that! =P

but otherwise, has had  a good day,
went into town this afternoon, bought some cool little pokemon things
( I lost my little yoshi! very sad :'(    )
and a new book - The Wise Man's Fear, the second after The Name of The Wind 


looking really good so far!

but the rain has put me in a strange mood, so I have moved my bed and mattress out into our lounge room, and have curled up in front of the fire with thai chicken curry and fried-rice,
about to watch Bend It Like Beckham =D


Then, will lie back and read more of the book later, with lots of ice cream, bananas and strawberries for a treat! =D

hugs for you! <3

Listening to ; Satellite - Lena 

Okay!
 special post, just for two amazing songs.
I have been busy!
I actually have!
the sun is important! we get so little of it, so i try to make the most of it =P

so, gardening has actually been nice!
and hell, this place needs it -.-

dislikes other housemates who leave trolleys around the place >.<

bah! oh well.
so, I should go, I have far too much cleaning to do and only two days to do it!
argh!

also, sorry about absence of photos or anything for a while, i have lots of stuff, i just never find time po put t up or sort it out! sorry!

okay. Be strong, be brave, love you always  =)

<3

Listening to ; Jessie J - Who You Are
& Goldfrapp - Happiness

okay, they come one one after the other, and both are justifiably awesome, so both are going up! =P

friday!

so, sorry again about last night's rant,
I have removed it,
I was bad of me, and rude and offensive.
I am sorry that I wrote it.
reason one why I shouldn't write when I am sad =P

anyways! very excited, i am going down to Hobart this weekend! so happy! will be trying to catch up with a few people as i can, which will be great!
haven't seen so many people in months!
I do miss seeing my friends so often =P

oh well.

and I will do my best to come down more over the holiday,s although that seems unlikely at best :/

but! oh well.
we have had a lot of sun shine today!
 mixed in with some rain and clouds, but we have had sun!
XD

ahh dear.

oh well. I must make the most of it whilst it lasts!
and I must enjoy this weekend =)
just have to sit back, relax , try not t worry, and try not to be sad,

and enjoy the city, enjoy salamanca! =D

and enjoy the fact that i am in my home city once again! =D

So. now i sit and home and watch so you think you can dance...some pretty cool stuff.some.... how strange.

how weird....I come home, and i sit alone in my own home.... how strange.

oh well, thank goodness I have my STEFFI! =D

oh well.
hope you are well,
I love and miss you <3

listening to ; Morning Musume - Onna ni Sachi Are

i just ate a kilo of passion fruit yoghurt....oh dear....

Oh what a day!
my goodness,
how eventful.
well, I think I am at least officially dating this
( very cute, humerous, fun loving , and even crazier than I am! =D
and...i don;t know. he's just fun to be around! he is a fun person and personality =D
and zomg actually only a tiny but taller than me XD )

and..I don't know. I know I have to be careful,
and I know that no relationship is going to be a fairytale.

I know all that jazz, been through a relationship before peoples =P

I just hope this one works.
hell, I like him a lot more than I should ,
considering how long we've been seeing each other XD

ahh well.

anyway, there was a point to that!
i swear!
so, dancing together out on town last night,
( he seems to know everyone I swear! )
and when i first walked in and met him, in the middle of the dancefloor,
we kissed, and I remember to my amusement hearing behind me from several blondes;
"oh my god! is that two guys?""I think it is" Oh my god! **hysterical laughter**"

I found it rather amusing XD
and then later, when half surrounded my a few of his friends, a few ( to my knowledge )
random chicks who I think had been watching us, walk up and say
"hey, are you guys gay?'
in a very suss voice,

and my this cute boy   (who shall remain unnamed =P )
decided to become a rather playful  they were whilst watching, exchanging playful slaps and pokes,
until finally leaning over and kissing me!
in the middle of the outside-dance-area-thing
which resulted in a massive cheer from all assembled friends and random girls watching XD

This made my night XD
( well, apart from this very cute and amazing guy, of course =P )

So, after most of the morning ( okay, fine , and lucnhtime as well =P )
was spent sleeping in with said brilliant boy,

comes homes,
and decides to sit outside in the wonderful sunshine and work for a few hours.

I don't understand why people don't do it more often.
instead, people seem to sit in side and complain about not being out in the sun, stuck inside studying.

i worked this one out years ago!
honestly.
just take a matt or rug or something lay it down on the grass, grab your iPod or speakers, take your work out with you,
lie down ,do your work and enjoy the sun!

it just makes sense. otherwise, you waste so much time inside wishing you were outside you get next to nothing done! so just go outside and do it there! it is so much more efficient! =D


love for you =) xx


Listening to ; Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck With Out You

a little bit of sunshine

Ah! I must admit, the last twenty fours hours have been pretty awesome =D

I would put photos up, but that would spoil what I am getting my best friend as a present,
and then she would throw various things at me =P

But , I am so glad! I must admit, I can be an impulse buyer, and this was certainly the case,
but as soon as I saw it in it's big, pink fluffy goodness

sitting in the window of morning glory, I knew I HAD to get it for her.

It is something of a joke among our friendship group,

and besides,

it gave me an excuse to wander around town with a giant pink plushie toy under one arm 

=D
It really is pretty awesome fun.
you should try it sometimes =D
its just the giggles, strange, grinning stares that everyone gives you, and you can just walk around as if everything is perfectly normal,
which makes it Soooooo much more fun! =D
but so hard not to laugh! sometimes I had to stop and hid myself behind
a tissue while I paused to laugh like an idiot/schoolgirl ( same thing? XD )

I highly recommend it =D

Also! Spring is here today! everything is in bloom and smells wonderful1 So, now, I am off to sit outside with a book and lunch, and enjoy the sunshine =D

a little inspiration for those of you who struggle with exercise :
the trick I getting started!
"No matter how slow you are going, 

you are still lapping everybody on the couch!"

Listening to ; Hero - Younha

Weather protest!

So. lately, the weather has been wet, cold, and dreary.
well, I am sick of it!
I was inspired by some sunshine when I awoke for uni, and decided that today,
I would dress in official protest against the winter weather!

So, in low-cut t-shirt and sweet little shorts I strode comfortably to uni in the little sunshine.

well, I think that to  a degree it worked!
we had a lovely amount of sunshine for most of the day,
and it was so warm!
( well, relative to the last week or so anyway XD )

In retrospect, i probably looked slightly whore-ish dressed like it walking around....
and attracted more than a few looks of
"omg is that kid crazy?"

now this, I rarely mind. I find it kinda fun for the most part.

so I went shopping! because shopping in dressed outrageously is SO much fun!

Then, not so good.
normally, looking ridiculous and outrageous is fun, because I know virtually no-one in this city, and those who do know its just me being crazy.

but then there are those who you kind of know, but don't/
and then its a little embarrassing, because you kind of want to be friends, but realise that you look like a retard ( admittedly, a happy retard )

or worse, you see your crush.
and he just gives you that
"omg.....what?"
look.

it was about that point that you just want to vanish
or run away screaming,
and come back ten minutes later looking respectable, as if nothing had happened.

*sigh* 
but I didn't.
because, you know what?
I realised it was most likely my silly paranoia, and that if I liked him and he liked me, he'd see that I was just being me and having fun.

and if not, then my crush was about as inane and stupid as a resort on to the Sea of Tranquillity.

ahh well. XD

love for all of you!

Listening to ; KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See