Be My Valetine?

okay, or not...

but if you are single and felling lonely, please, 

don't do the whole meladramatic 

"Forever alone' 

mentality.

Please.

It's just sad..

I mean, at least try to have fun...

I think that I, for example, would be

"Forever the short one"

because that's some shit that I know is never going to change.

don't be forever alone.

 forever is a hell of along time, 

and trust me, someone out there is crazy about you!

But. 

enough!

I have had a super day,

I went shopping and bought some awesome stuff for only $40

then grabbed coffee & lunch in town involving too many cookies 

( and seriously, gigantic coffee's this place... )

then went for a long nice swim in the sun to work of shameful fatty foods =P

 now I am home alone pumping up the music and dancing away, then going to watch Beauty and the beast before early start tomorrow morning for work! D=

love you and miss you all,
ayrton xoxo

Listening to ; Harel Skaat - Kama Od Efshar

travel bug...

Argh!
have had no internet for two weeks. not so fun XD
hard to function without convenient way or talking to people and organising stuff!


so.
 i have not left this tiny little state in over a year now.
let alone gone camping or done anything outside the cities.

i am majorly longing to go somewhere!
i am tiring of this silly little life!

i want to do something big!

and right now ( okay, fine, it's been a few months now...)
my mind has decided that i want to travel badly!
to europe preferably!

although this could be a bad idea,
as i would just try and get a job and never want to leave....
this silly little lifestyle we have in this state bores me....


and i miss my friends so much!


my best friend and house mate in this city just left yesterday!
so i am sad and lonely,
and my boyfriend is rarely around :/

bah!
I am rambling sad and boring nonsense!

If you had to travel, where would you go?
and why?
and yes i expect answers!
there is a comment function you know =P

better yet, give me your favourite picture of this place you want to go!

here's mine!
guess where it is =D



miss you all!
much love xx

bwahaha!

see!
told you I'd be good and come back =P
and i bet you doubted me! shame on you! =P
hehehe

well!
today was awesome, had a middle of day shift,
got absolutely terrified when his shirft leader surprised grabbed him by theh shoulders when saying hello
and jumped about a foot in the air.
yelled at so many kids and teenagers
he  feels like a kill-joy
and lost his voice.

oh well.

so! to keep me from a bad mood and to entertain me,
i devised a cool idea for what to do when people are annoying you.

imagine them attempting to do the hoe-down bro-down
in a pink tutu
XD
or if you get bored of that, attempting the macareena,
in the similar costume XD
hehehe ahh i feel so evil XD

well, i had a good day, did you?

missing you! **hugs**
<3

Litsening to ; Hot'n'Cold - Katy Perry

back in Launie...

Yay.....

oh well.

so, I was thinking today. ...
**internal dialogue** "that's good to hear ayrton, be worried if you weren't..."

about what we think of ourselves, and what we look like, an dhow we dress...

a lot we don't really have power over.

and I suppose I find that although i am far from the cutest or hottest guys out there,
or have the the best memory, the best intellect, best clothes, or the best skills with a brush, 

th best hair or what ever you are worried about with yourself,

i find it helps to think as if life is a game of poker.
we can't change the cards we have been dealt,
but , 

that doesn't matter so much.
if you can convince everyone else that you have different cards to the ones you have,
they don't really mean much now do they?
I found this works, and helps...sometimes.

at the very least, it's a lot of fun =P

okay!

sorry, that's all for today =P

hope you are all well =)

lots of love <3

listening to ; Christina Aquilera - Express

Jag saknar dig

tiredness indication.

tries to get money out.
puts card in atm.
something beeps.
half registers.
hand puts in pin.
realises atm isn't beeping normally.
my card is now out.
huh?
look at card.
no, its fine...
scary moment that something is horribly wrong with my card.

hears a giggle from lady behind me.
looks down again.

**dies**

yes. it would appear I did just stick my metro green-card card into an atm....
**facepalm**

then quickly shoves everything back into my wallet and hurries away quickly praying no-one else noticed.

the realises that I didn't actually get money out, and I kind of need to....

but still really doesn't want to get a stupid $2 surcharge for using another atm....
so decides to go back and get money out later.

Also!
I have to give a shout out, an awesome friend enlightened me today,
 go to youtube, and go to the community channel!

she is AWESOME! =D

and my costume is slowly appearing....slowly!
i forgot to get two parts though! so I need to go shopping to get three things,
 then I can begin in earnest! =D

love for you <3

Listening to ; Malena Ernman - La Voix

Wine Red

Well well well little blogg!
how has everything been?
I think I am finally better from my illness
which turned out to be a chest infection

so thank goodness for that!

so, in celebration, has gathered up al his pillows and made them up on his bed,
and is going to have a movie night in celebration.
i had a mini one last night,
and it was pretty awesome =P

and I am well on my way for
memorizing Hairspray =D

what's up for tonight....
i think...
Bend It like Beckham ( and oldie but a goodie )
Legally Blonde - the Musical
Possibly  a Harry Potter....
more likely some Ouran High anime if i can find it =D

what are you up to?
anything special?

Oh! and i have to say thankyou to all my amazing friends
who ( despite my protests ) have bought me some amazing presents
all of which i must say i am incredibly grateful of, i will not forget,
and I will repay you twofold =P

hehehee! XD


Listening to ; Inga & Anush - Jan-Jan
( zomg! love the costumes for this song! definitely one of my fav's of all time =D )

a little bit of sunshine

Ah! I must admit, the last twenty fours hours have been pretty awesome =D

I would put photos up, but that would spoil what I am getting my best friend as a present,
and then she would throw various things at me =P

But , I am so glad! I must admit, I can be an impulse buyer, and this was certainly the case,
but as soon as I saw it in it's big, pink fluffy goodness

sitting in the window of morning glory, I knew I HAD to get it for her.

It is something of a joke among our friendship group,

and besides,

it gave me an excuse to wander around town with a giant pink plushie toy under one arm 

=D
It really is pretty awesome fun.
you should try it sometimes =D
its just the giggles, strange, grinning stares that everyone gives you, and you can just walk around as if everything is perfectly normal,
which makes it Soooooo much more fun! =D
but so hard not to laugh! sometimes I had to stop and hid myself behind
a tissue while I paused to laugh like an idiot/schoolgirl ( same thing? XD )

I highly recommend it =D

Also! Spring is here today! everything is in bloom and smells wonderful1 So, now, I am off to sit outside with a book and lunch, and enjoy the sunshine =D

a little inspiration for those of you who struggle with exercise :
the trick I getting started!
"No matter how slow you are going, 

you are still lapping everybody on the couch!"

Listening to ; Hero - Younha

Weather protest!

So. lately, the weather has been wet, cold, and dreary.
well, I am sick of it!
I was inspired by some sunshine when I awoke for uni, and decided that today,
I would dress in official protest against the winter weather!

So, in low-cut t-shirt and sweet little shorts I strode comfortably to uni in the little sunshine.

well, I think that to  a degree it worked!
we had a lovely amount of sunshine for most of the day,
and it was so warm!
( well, relative to the last week or so anyway XD )

In retrospect, i probably looked slightly whore-ish dressed like it walking around....
and attracted more than a few looks of
"omg is that kid crazy?"

now this, I rarely mind. I find it kinda fun for the most part.

so I went shopping! because shopping in dressed outrageously is SO much fun!

Then, not so good.
normally, looking ridiculous and outrageous is fun, because I know virtually no-one in this city, and those who do know its just me being crazy.

but then there are those who you kind of know, but don't/
and then its a little embarrassing, because you kind of want to be friends, but realise that you look like a retard ( admittedly, a happy retard )

or worse, you see your crush.
and he just gives you that
"omg.....what?"
look.

it was about that point that you just want to vanish
or run away screaming,
and come back ten minutes later looking respectable, as if nothing had happened.

*sigh* 
but I didn't.
because, you know what?
I realised it was most likely my silly paranoia, and that if I liked him and he liked me, he'd see that I was just being me and having fun.

and if not, then my crush was about as inane and stupid as a resort on to the Sea of Tranquillity.

ahh well. XD

love for all of you!

Listening to ; KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See