silly government

yeah.
someone has just annoyed me lately, so retreating out and decided to put my frustration to something productive.

writing to a senate inquiry to marriage equality in this country.
probably shabby. will work a few more minutes. just had to vent annoyance/ frustration.



I wish for this this discrimination to end.
legally there are thankfully only a few pieces of legal discrimination against the LGBTI community.

Because hopefully it will begin the end of discrimination of LBGTI people within the Australian community.

I grew up so scared and terrifed of who I was.
I thought I was wrong, that I was nothing, nothing to be proud of, or to be.
Since then, I have been many things.
I have been an Australian Swimming Champion, I have topped scores in my studies across my state for Philosophy, English and Ancient Civilizations in my College years.
I continue to do so in my University years.
I ask you, how you under what possible moral justification are allowing someone who has murdered another, who has belittled or committed crimes against humanity,
such a basic human right that you will not grant me?
Who are you to say that I am a lesser citizen and do not deserve such a basic legal right I ask you?
Do not even think you can.
That is what I have spent so many years studying.
Trying to figure out why people hate me so much, merely for who I am, before they no what I am like, what I have done, even before they have spoken to me.

I want this legal discrimination to end, and hopefully, it will end so much hate.
To those of you who believe it is a bad thing,
fine. You are entitled to your beliefs, you opinions and hate, prejudice and bigotry.
but no, there is no way you can morally justify how your beliefs, that should deprive me of such a right, any right, when I have done ought wrong but be who I am.



argh. I do not writing such things, and I hate that I sound so prideful, but sometimes you have to gain someone's respect quickly for your words to have any weight or influence.

oh well. if the australian government doesn't do something soon, so be it. I have no reason to stay in a country that values hate and prejudice and ignore what is right and not always easy.



ayrton.

Listening to - Marina & the Diamonds - Fear and Loathing

i just ate a kilo of passion fruit yoghurt....oh dear....

Oh what a day!
my goodness,
how eventful.
well, I think I am at least officially dating this
( very cute, humerous, fun loving , and even crazier than I am! =D
and...i don;t know. he's just fun to be around! he is a fun person and personality =D
and zomg actually only a tiny but taller than me XD )

and..I don't know. I know I have to be careful,
and I know that no relationship is going to be a fairytale.

I know all that jazz, been through a relationship before peoples =P

I just hope this one works.
hell, I like him a lot more than I should ,
considering how long we've been seeing each other XD

ahh well.

anyway, there was a point to that!
i swear!
so, dancing together out on town last night,
( he seems to know everyone I swear! )
and when i first walked in and met him, in the middle of the dancefloor,
we kissed, and I remember to my amusement hearing behind me from several blondes;
"oh my god! is that two guys?""I think it is" Oh my god! **hysterical laughter**"

I found it rather amusing XD
and then later, when half surrounded my a few of his friends, a few ( to my knowledge )
random chicks who I think had been watching us, walk up and say
"hey, are you guys gay?'
in a very suss voice,

and my this cute boy   (who shall remain unnamed =P )
decided to become a rather playful  they were whilst watching, exchanging playful slaps and pokes,
until finally leaning over and kissing me!
in the middle of the outside-dance-area-thing
which resulted in a massive cheer from all assembled friends and random girls watching XD

This made my night XD
( well, apart from this very cute and amazing guy, of course =P )

So, after most of the morning ( okay, fine , and lucnhtime as well =P )
was spent sleeping in with said brilliant boy,

comes homes,
and decides to sit outside in the wonderful sunshine and work for a few hours.

I don't understand why people don't do it more often.
instead, people seem to sit in side and complain about not being out in the sun, stuck inside studying.

i worked this one out years ago!
honestly.
just take a matt or rug or something lay it down on the grass, grab your iPod or speakers, take your work out with you,
lie down ,do your work and enjoy the sun!

it just makes sense. otherwise, you waste so much time inside wishing you were outside you get next to nothing done! so just go outside and do it there! it is so much more efficient! =D


love for you =) xx


Listening to ; Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck With Out You

lovesong...

Well! stuart, warning- this is to be a bit of drama, skip till you see photos =P

ahaha, ahh dear, so...what shall I say with my two cents...
First of all, I am so sick of being sick, that if I am sick for a day longer I am going to...
rage at something!
probably a mirror!

ohh dear me.

Hobart is wonderful.
but very bad for my wallet....

but I love my new shirt =D
I just wish I didn't want another two quite so much as well XD

my half brother Raoul I SO cute! I have missed him so much!
he has grown up so much, has more hair now,
is talking so much more as well!

it's a pity half of it is espanola and I can barely speak as much as he does >.<

and I have missed my Steffi puppy so much too!
i think i am going weird though. I have only had her for the last few days for company, mum and my big little brother are out, or I am asleep..
so it's just me and steffi =P
she is so cute! and bouncy O.o
but I love her. but not when she licks my face to get me to give her food, or to wake me up..
that...not so much.
but she is good for cuddles , and nice big chocolate coloured puppy to cuddle and keep them warm!
who could want more?

....okay, that is a terrible line, and even writing that felt weird.
but steffi comes close =P
I do miss proper cuddles....
so is suppose now is an appropriate time to say that I am glad to be going back to Launie tomorrow,
I miss someone ( hmmm, that sounds so strange...I wonder... )
and I hope they miss me!
hmm. well, I think, at least...

I don't know. I may be going overkill. or the opposite.
I have no idea .

ohh dear, ayrton, you are hopeless!

here is a bit of happiness for all of you,
one that made me hugely happy,
and one for you that are not so like-minded =P

I thought this was AWESOME =P

and that this was so adorably cute that I just had to put it in somewhere =P

Listening to ; Amiel - Lovesong ( that's right =P go listen to it =P  )