~There is no better time than now.
next time may never come.~

Sorry, been watching corny dramas XD
just one of them has really gotten to me, I guess as I can relate to it a lot.
I am even learning a few things from it!
argh so bad XD
well I hope you are all well,
loving you always!

Infinite!

So, just to clarify, I mean the Band/ Group not as in endless :P
One of the reasons I love them is they work so hard!

To the point of the story - When Infinite released their first full album under the title track "Be Mine"
The members went out after a week of promoting and after walking around for a hour decided it wan;t as unpopular as they had thought or hoped for.
SO,
they spent the next few hours and over the next few days going out, wander around the disctricts of Seoul wandering around going into random shops requesting "Be Mine" to be played, and would then perform outside the shop! None minded as they had hundreds of fans wandering along  after them and going into the shops they did XD
And in the record shops they came across they'd Do performances as well and to anyone who bought it they'd sing it as well!
They even bought a CD player and went out into parks, sidewalks and streets and started performing!

How fricking amazing! THAT'S how you promote a song! XD
Infinite Fighting!

Oh the joys of facebook....

Yeah.... **sigh** so misleading and open to misinterpretation.
I recently added one of my colleagues at work and saw a few work related comments from another  colleague who I don't get along particularly well with I suppose, and am now trying to convince myslef that my nickname among others at work isn't "grumpy face" D:
which is absurd. I guess I don't exactly smile a lot at work, but still :/
I'm normally very animated and happy when interacting with patrons and staff??
argh >.<

Ahh well. All so silly.
Oh, and long time no posts XD
Don't worry, it means I have photos to put up naow :P
well.  have to be up for work at four thirty am, so sleep well all :P
ayrton xx

if you had three wishes?

Okay, so, kinda cliché,
I get it =P
But someone asked me  this the other day and I simply couldn't decide!
So, after much thought, I have decided on what I would choose if given three wishes
( to normal extent of you can't kill anyone,
make anyone fall in la-la-la-la love with you etc... )

1. Have all the money in the world taken away, and then give back to every single person in the world exactly the same amount.
( Those of us who have more and are used to more...are probably in less dire need of those who could use it more, and to whom such an amount would be far more significant too.)
 ( Or simply abolish monetary concept all together. )

2. Make magic real. Because it's me. I day-dream far, far too much.
( although if asked I couldn't probably give you a consistent description of what ths would entail.) 

3. I would like to be able to speak every language in the world.
Because everyday I come across so much that I wish I could understand, and I think it would make all the better for it!


what would you say, if asked?

hope everything is well. life a little bit strange right now.
Hope and love for you all!



Listening too; Harel Skaat - Kama od Efshar

your usual?

Do you have one?
I know a lot my family, colleagues, co-workers , and other students I know
occasionally  go on about how good it feel's when someone knows "your usual'
in reference to haircuts, coffee order, or lunch order or such.
and it stuck me, I don't think I've ever had a "usual'
anything.
I like to mix things up, always go do different cafe's, or hairdressers,  or try to find somewhere new to sit and relax during summer, go find something new to do.
I mean I have things I routinely do, but even then I like to mix them up.
even little things, like ordering what I do in the shower differently. sometimes I shampoo first, sometimes shave. Or getting dressed in a different order.
This one is tricky though XD

What do you do? do you have a usual cafe and a order you consistently  get?
or are you like me, and love to try all the different cafe's, clothes shops, hairdressers around just to see what's out there, just for the fun of it?

sorry for long wait again,
missing you all,
ayrton


Listening too; Younha - Run

alive.just.

nya!
I have been so sick, so for long!
have not been so ill since I was child!
will be back on blogg a little more now, sorry :3

not too much going on now, only just getting better now,
MAIcon soon!
and may be down in Hobart helping with cosplays for university open day =D

thought of the day - what would you choose to do if you could not fail?

missing you all and lots of hugs for everyone!
ayrton

cold day

It is SO cold!
Open shift at work not so fun when everything is covered in ice hahaha!
very cool to look at in an eerie kind if way though..
but for some reason I think it just got to me.
I don't know.
Sometimes our emotions just get the better of us I think.
we are only human after all.

I think the best thing you can do on a day, when all you want to do is curl up in bed all day and cry,is to make yourself busy. You make yourself run all the errands and pay all the bills and sort everything that needs sorting.So that it consumes you, and you don't have time or effort to spend wasting thoughts about such silly and inane emotions.Because by the time your remember, it doesn't matter so much,and you've made a great, efficient day when you would likely have simply not otherwise bothered with the day at all.


missing you all,
ayrton.

Listening to ; Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

a good day.

I am so happy to be back home again!
being back fro peoples birthday sis always fun =D
and walking around with a giant cut out weeping angel fro Lauren's birthday was the most fun i've had in a long time =D
and tomorrow I have my best friends birthday lunch! it's been ages since we've had much time to catch up so should be good =)

all is well.
although I think I am beginning to see a trend in work , that kind of opens my eyes to something i just haven;t realised before.
Most of society is ageist.
At least the society I live in.
we tolerate disrespect, intolerance, ignorance, rude and anti-social behaviour 

in the older generations where we would never, and most certainly do not, tolerate it in youth.
It was just a thought at work the other day.
I have as much trouble with snobby, elitist old men and women
who are so rude and disrespectful to staff and other patrons it is just horrible! and yet we tolerate them and everyone let's them be! and I know that if someone my age came in and was as rude ,argumentative and disruptive as they were we would have them kicked out and asked to leave!
I don't understand it. I really don't.
I understand to respect the elderly, but if they have no respect and are so blatantly and inanely rude to anyone significantly younger than them? they I have no respect for. I have no reason to, it's horrendous that anyone should over look such rude misbehaviour and stereotyping for any reason at all.

Respect someone who has twenty years life experience for than you. but recognise the difference between twenty years experience, and one year's experience twenty times.

anyways, onto more pleasant news - I am finally getting a few wigs for my cosplays!
my goodness I need them XD
And I have decided to do a Firion cosplay for MAIcon ( i think this is final XD )
a cool character from the final fantasy series =D
have been so iffy about what to do, so i'm glad to have decided on this one =D

missing you all,

ayrton

Listening to ; Like this - Wonder Girls

Shoes!

So! I made awesome shoes? =D
they were supposed to look like this;


and they ended up like this?
( plus a few bits of costume in background XD )

















not so bad eh? =D
( apologies for bad picture - didn't upload so well >.< )

Hope you are all well, see you soon =D
ayrton

Listening to - Boyfriend - Lovetsyle

Positive

Oh great,
now that we all have that song stuck in our heads >.<


YAY!
Denmark's legislation
- passed a few weeks ago -
 to make marriage equality legal comes into effect in two days!
This will make it the 11th country in the world alongside Iceland, Sweden,
South Africa, Argentina, Belgium,
Spain, Canada, Norway, Portugal and The Netherlands
which has marriage equality =D

**nudge-nudge** Julia Gillard, get your silly behind into gear =.=

hope you are all well, missing you all!
ayrton


Listening to ; T-ara  -  Roly-Poly

find a giggle

every now and again,
or as much as you can!
I'm a so sorry for few posts,
have been super sick last few days!

but saw this and it made me giggle XD


 ( This is one of Australia's most renowned politicians, also somewhat infamous of his intolerance and ignorance of gay rights/ equality.  Ergo, I think this is  a good way of trolling your country's greatest politicians! XD )

And it is a horrible tie. I mean really? of all the colours / designs you could choose....
you chose that?
yikes.


Also! My brother had one of his bike races up in the north, so trying a few things with new camera >.<

still trying to work it all out! so not so good I think :3
but such nice vineyards and view over the river was too tempting XD

Oh and I was going to give you updates on my costumes but I seriously can't find the photos on my camera
( too many hundreds too look through just now anyway >.< )

Anyways!
all else is well, hope you guys are looking after yourselves,
ayrton xo

Listening to ; IU - You & I

Mimicry..

Is the greatest form of admiration.~

Remember that.
Do not get annoyed if you find someone you know has taken to dressing like you,
or acting with similar mannerisms or to liking things you do.
It just means they like you, who you are and how you are in the greatest way possible.
If you remember that actions speak louder than words,
yes,
it really is the greatest compliment anyone can give to you.
So be thankful,
and be humbled that anyone can think such a great thing of you.


loving and missing you all,
ayrton

Listening to ; U-Kiss - 3:30

Flash Mob

So,
 the K-Pop group Wonder Girls 
recently performed a series of Flash Mobs around Malaysia and Singapore,
and actually made them their' MV's for those songs on YouTube ( hence how I found them =D )
I mean how awesome!
Not only do you get an awesome flash mob , but you get it sung and performed and get to dance with superstars!
If you don't know what a flash mob is, who the Wonder Girls are or just have a spare few mins,
I advise you to YouTube "wonder girls flash mob - like this"

to put these guys on par with how popular and big stars they are, put them on par with One Direction,
or Lady Gaga , or Loreen - it's amazing!
that's kind of why I love K-Pop and J-Pop groups and bands so much,
Groups like Wonder Girls, Exo-K, Nu'est often to flash mobs, or even have their own TV' shows in which they go out and run around doing errands for random fans or members of the public, impromptu performances
and such!
So amazing! can you imagine? one of the most famous groups around just appearing and bursting into song and dance around you! such a difference to western musicians who rarely seem to do anything so mundane as many k-pop group do.
I guess just a cultural difference.


- thought of the day - if you are reading this, many cannot even imagine how lucky you are.

sorry for no posts in so long!
hope you are all well, miss you all.
ayrton

Listening to ; Infinite - The Chaser

I'd like to believe

well, a lot of things I guess
first things first - yes, I am alive-
( although I seem to be getting asked this question a lot )
so not sure how much my say counts for...

I am just trying to organise a few things
myself mostly,
and perhaps not going as well as I should be.
The hardest things is starting one new aspect,
one new things I haven't tackled before..

But I guess that is old news.
of course what is new is always hard.

Mostly I am trying to figure out what to do with myself.
no small task I can assure you.
but I have narrowed it down and the criteria
for any prospective careers and jobs has been decided.

But of course in contextual and such,
but I know there must be balance.
There must always be balance, in anything and everything we do.

In this case it must be between success and happiness.
Undoubtedly an extremely common balance sought I do not doubt.

although I really don't know,
those few I have narrowed it down to are all so different and all stand out and for different reasons!
I guess I have never had an obvious career path. that has always been obvious,
I love a lot of things , and I am certainly not lacking in intelligence.
there are very few subjects or aspects in life in which i have not/ do not excel
( and yes - obviously height is one of them =P )

So yes. My little dilemma.
well, big dilemma I suppose.
but relatively, one very small things in all this world, which is even then so small.

Love and miss you all -
Goodnight <3
ayrton

Listening to - Sistar - Alone

I See

crazy people...
soooo many....

I mean today I had someone at work complain abut that fact that here hair got wet,
as some of the swimmers were kicking
( you know, using their legs, like they are supposed to )
and getting her hair wet, calling them a very offensive word I can't put up here!
I mean she was in the water doing laps too!
she expected to not get her hair wet?
It's a pool? and she was swimming!

going swimming and expecting not to get your hair wet
is like going to a chocolate factory and expecting NOT to eat heaps of chocolate.
 I mean even if you don't plan too, it just happens!
I mean it's a swimming centre for goodness' sake.


and yes.
chocolate does sometimes just happen.
Obviously. Sometimes the jar of Nutella and spoon just magically appear in my hand,
I swear!

jeez peoples.

Oh and the costume is coming along slowly I'm afraid to say.
**sadface**
ahh well.


**hugs**
Missing you all,
ayrton


Listening to ; Se7en - Somebody Else

feeling old

I have a little half brother,
Raoul, from my father's side.
He is two and half
and already speaks more languages than I do.
It saddens me that I so rarely see him any more,
I know he loves seeing me,
he has known my name since before nearly anything else,
he loves the teddies I buy him,
in fact the one I bought him for his first birthday he now sleep with every night!
( It was a big soft plush hippo =P )

But until I had him sitting in my lap and I was reading to him,
half asleep with such a content, peaceful look on his face
that I could even comprehend why someone would want to be a parent.

I can't even begin to explain.
he is my half brother,
bah ahh! so incredible! to have such a life,
it is as if all the responsibilities and effort
didn't seem so bad after all.

bah! now I'm talking crazy XD


well, missing you all,
ayrton

Listening to ; Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

hey little world

wows it has been a while,
I've missed this!

I really don't know how to begin explaining.
I don't feel myself of late, I'm sorry for that.

the last few days or really this last fortnight,
it's kind of been that I find myself thinking about who I am a lot.

sometimes when you realise you are so much you said you never wanted to be, and you do things you said you never would,
are friends with people you disliked for so long, as you knew they were wrong for you.

and now, lately I am back with my true friends,
my old friends,
and..

I feel so much more...me.

I cannot explain it.
I feel reinvigorated. new again.
a re-found purpose and innitiative.

so no more letting those around me get to me.
so. I have a lot to do.
a lot to change. and I'm still not even sure what.
but at least I know where I'm starting now.
it's like finding something.

I know now. I guess I've always known -
you never find what you're looking for.
you only get it when you stop looking,
when you forget or are looking for something else.
isn't that always the way?
I have a few things I really can't stuff up.
As I know that yes I have the make the effort to go through everything, and to never give up -
because what you are looking for it out there, and seeking you as much as you search for it =)



missing you all,
ayrton.

easter?

raar?
that's how bunnies go right?

well, according to Monty Python anyways :3

sorry i have been absent for so long!
been busy and lazy with work & swimming.

have just been doing the last detail on my elf mage costume lately,
will put up a few photos when I get the chance for a sneak peak =P
I've decided not to put all up until I wear it to MAIcon later this year.
so for now only a few sneak peaks once I've got through the photos!

then next week start the Totlen costume =D
super excited =D

what else...oh, today i broke something super expensive cleaning machine at work, and had ony touched it for all of about two seconds.
and rescued a dog =D

happy thought ; "Imagination is more important than knowledge"

how was your day?
love and miss you all <3


Listening too; Glee - Loser Like Me 

is it alive?

believe it or not yes, don't fret I am not dead yet =P
just tiring doing this costume!
but now look so good!
even had to learn to write and read in tengwar for it! XD
may use it for MAIcon up here later this year, it's a cool costume
and is only being used for a friend's costume party this weekend.
surely that validates it for a competition use?
well i'll see how it holds up anyway =)

and I even found phosphorus paint!
so the crystal thing and the tome glow =D
heehehee ! =D
and I even found some old rings for it!
thank goodness i needed them! =D

although my room is now incredibly messy!
two straight big costumes and no break between mean my room needs a clean...

this was day 3...

then as fabrics get done i move to the bed...

and more coming tomorrow!
am finishing the cape,
then just painting all the details on the fabrics and the last few inscriptions in the book =D

love and miss you all,
ayrton


Listening too ; SHINee - Sherlock 
 ( love it =D )

blind

today at work was cool,
we had one of our regular kids decide to try and run our giant inflatable
 ( jumping castle/ obstacle course things )
blindfolded!
he managed to do it twice!
D=
and so quickly!
after getting bored merely doing it facing backwards...
puts me to shame XD

and !
last minute costume coming up!
Tolten is on hold for this week,
my new housemate may have forgotten to invite me to her costume party
( which was is being held at our house even... )
 although she did mean to, she just forgot to tell me XD
this weekend.
so yeah.
one high elf mage coming up! XD

looks cool, lots of sewing..but i should be able to do it! =D
only a few random bits of jewellery and paper mache to do, I think I can do that in six days? XD
i mean i effectively did my Vaan in two weeks...
so this should work yesno? XD

ahh well!
love and miss you all,
ayrton

Listening to ; SHINee - Love like Oxygen